Lyrics

Top of the Heap
© 2019 Dennis Doyle Songs

Though I'm sitting on
Top of the heap right now
Tomorrow I may be losin'

I know that way of the
Fickled finger of fate
It picks me up
To give me a bruisin'

So I ask

Is this just an illusion baby
Or is it the way it is
Im always goin' up and down
Feelin' like somebody's clown

Looking over
My shoulder sometimes
With my eyes wide open

Maybe I need
Blind faith to show me
Which way
I should be goin'

Is this just an illusion baby
Or is it the way it is
Im always goin' up and down
Feelin' like somebody's clown

It's so easy to
Leave the truth behind
When you are dreaming

But each day
Grows a little bit darker
Not knowing
What to believe in

Is this just an illusion baby
Or is it the way it is
Im always goin' up and down
Feelin' like somebody's clown

And I'm tryin'
To unlock that mystery
From where you have come from

Everything
Starts to unravel
When you tell me
I'm your only one

So I ask

Is this just an illusion baby
Or is it the way it is
Im always goin' up and down
Feelin' like somebody's clown

Is this just a
Cheap illusion
Or is it the way it is
I'm always goin' up and down
Feelin' like somebody's clown